Michael Robins

If One Has a Mind That Way

The sun each morning burns its little weight. Some flower paints the tongue or returns the name of the one you loved. The opposite of a promise fills the air, stilly if not for the unpracticed sparrows, the faraway rumble of a train, the secret teeth that stutter before they turn the cylinder & bolt the lock. You might describe the day as quiet when the compact loader, enough to crush a man, inches backwards off the ramp. So the forecast breaks its pact with the butterfly net. The endless swimming ends. Long story short, after a decade of landlocked living & without thinking of pastures or yearning, of grievance or injury, the good stone skips toward infinity. The surface gives & you lean closer, twist down through the darkness you’ve known all this time.

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Letters from Portland

It’s the clouds beyond the squirrels & traffic lights that demand our attention, makeshift memorials for the subsequent bursts & flares between the sun & the blank face of the watch on the nightstand. Such long, inconsolable silences. Meeting for drinks, twenty-five years on, she says I haven’t changed a bit. I remember the pie she baked, that to this day puts each & every other pie to shame. Pleasure, sure, crumbs scattered beneath the bench & the sirens replaced now by what we might call a breeze. Likewise, when my father sorts through a box there’s no telling when he’ll find his feet again. Details in no particular order & still these makeshift shadows we stretch across the floor.

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Michael Robins is author of five collections of poetry, including People You May Know (2020) and The Bright Invisible (2022), both from Saturnalia Books. More at https://ifyoulivedhere.substack.com