Ophelia from Hamlet and Justine from Melancholia
She wasn’t
mad—at least not
crazy the way
everyone suggests;
let’s say she
was just really
pissed off at
Hamlet and his
douchey self-
important quest to
avenge his father’s
death. I mean,
a ghost talked him
into it, so let’s get
real about who
is really crazy,
okay? And then,
you know, he was
basically a dick
to her—I love you,
I don’t love you,
join a convent
why don’t you?
Or maybe a brothel,
people aren’t
sure anymore what
Hamlet meant in
that famous speech.
So Ophelia’s like,
Great, my hot crush
is fucked in the head
and thinks I’m a whore
or wants me to
give up sex forever and
marry Jesus. And her
father’s not much
help, hiding in the
curtains until Hamlet
pokes him in the gut,
and where’s her brother?
France, on vacation,
no big deal. Ophelia’s
fine, you guys. No one
can hurt her now
that she’s dead. Gertrude’s
like, She appeared
incapable of her own
distress and painters
have rendered her
peaceful in the stream,
holding flowers in her
hands like Kirsten Dunst
in the poster for
Melancholia and maybe
she’s a kind of Ophelia too,
like me, the only one
who can’t care about
the insanity around her
when the world
hurtles toward oblivion
in the form of a planet
or a revenge scheme
of matricide and regicide
or because someone
has moved out of the
house without saying
a word and left behind
half of a life, the half
he didn’t want, the half
that limps forward anyway,
the half that climbs into
a willow tree to see
whatever world lies
beyond this mad, mad moment.
Between Division and Future Streets
I move into a one bedroom
overlooking Glassell Park and
the Los Angeles River and
the 5 and the hills of Echo Park
between Division and Future
Streets. Division runs drunk
through the neighborhood,
splitting Mount Washington
into two separate lives. Future
Street rises straight up the face,
turns sharply and then goes down
to just one lane, makes a 90 degree
curve and, from time to time,
gets lost in the spaghetti of streets
only to reappear suddenly on the
far side of the hill, shunning
drivers with its abrupt end
in a one-way alley. The apartment
gets a lot of light, and at night
the yellow glow of porch lamps
and street lamps dot the dark
landscape like a pattern for the
Lite Brite I played with as a child,
plugging in plastic pegs to make
something beautiful appear,
something I could turn on when
the night set in, something to
give comfort when the future
was an unknowable beast beneath
the bed and when sleep divided me
from the world I knew, replaced with
a world I could not fathom.
Charles Jensen is the author of The Nanopedia Quick-Reference Pocket Lexicon of Contemporary American Culture and The First Risk, which was a finalist for the 2010 Lambda Literary Award. His previous chapbooks include Living Things, which won the 2006 Frank O’Hara Chapbook Award, and The Strange Case of Maribel Dixon. A past recipient of an Artist’s Project Grant from the Arizona Commission on the Arts, his poetry has appeared in Bloom, Columbia Poetry Review, Copper Nickel, Field, The Journal, New England Review, and Prairie Schooner. He is active in the arts community by serving on the Emerging Leader Council of Americans for the Arts. He currently works as the managing editor at the Colburn School, a leading performing arts school, and lives in Los Angeles.
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